It is not very often that these two readings fall on the
same day, but I hope you noticed they both were about
sowing seed. In the epistle today, it's about How Much a
person sows. "He who sows sparingly will reap sparingly,
and he who sows bountifully will reap bountifully."
Makes good sense. St. Paul is talking about money here
because he is taking up a collection for the Christians
in Jerusalem who are suffering from famine and he wants
his Corinthian parishioners to be as generous as they
can. So he reminds them that they don't need to worry
about themselves if they contribute. The Lord will be
sure that they are taken care of materially, and because
of their generous charity, other people will be giving,
thanks to God.
Yes, St. Paul is talking about money here
but in the larger part of this letter he compares
generous giving to the generous love of Jesus Christ who
poured Himself out for us. So I think we can also say
that the Christian who gives generously of himself will
also reap bountifully. How do we see that? Many times we
are people who see more clearly when we think of big
gestures, and so who are the people who give of
themselves generously? Maybe women who join a convent,
or missionaries who take care of starving children, or
someone who suffers greatly but bears it in great faith,
or a soldier who gives his own life to save his fellow
soldier in battle, or a priest who mops church floors.
Great deeds. Tough situations. They make impressions
upon us about generosity.
We are also called
to be generous, but our giving may not happen in
dramatic or life-changing events. For most of us, most
of our giving will be, or should be, on a day-to-day
basis. It is a giving of ourselves to our family and
friends in what we say to them, how we treat them, how
we serve them, how we value them, how we love them. And
not just those closest to us, it is also how generous we
are with the rest of the people we will spend our day
with. Even if they cut in line, even if they say
something rude, even if they are very difficult to get
along with, even if they are not generous with me
driving, how willing am I to sow some seeds of kindness,
or patience, or helpfulness, or encouragement? We may
not have a lot of opportunities to make large, generous
donations of ourselves but we do not give less if we
continually give day after day after day in smaller
ways. Today I might be able to give $1,000 to feed the
poor, or I might only be able to give $10 today, but if
I give $10 a day for 100 days, I am no less generous,
and in fact, maybe I have strengthened my soul by my
consistent giving of a smaller amount which is offered
day after day than by giving a large amount at one time.
People don't get up in the morning and think, "I wonder
how generous, how giving of myself today I ought to be."
People don't do that. But maybe we should. The Lord has
been most generous to me. If I in turn, am not generous
in the daily events of my life, His gifts to me are
ineffective. It is a paradox that only when I'm willing
to give them away am I truly able to fully experience
genuine thanksgiving to God.
The Gospel
today doesn't talk about how much seed we sow, but where
we sow it, what kind of ground we let it fall on. A
hundred years ago, most of us likely would have been
farmers growing our own food, and even if we weren't
farmers, the pace of our lives would have been not that
much different than a farmer's. Our lives today are
generally much more hectic, much faster paced, much more
diversified, and as a result, instead of farming one
plot of land, it's easy to think we're actually farming
a number of different fields, one at home, another at
work, another at school, another one when we're out in
public, and a different field when we're all alone. They
are all different kinds of fields, so it follows that
each one needs to be treated differently. So when we're
in this field we plant seed in this way, and when we're
in that field we plant that way. When we're here we do
this way, and there we do another way. Can't treat every
field the same. You've got to be able to adjust your
thinking and your actions according to the particular
field you are standing in right now.
But
it's not true. We don't have different parcels of land
that we farm. We only have one field that we are
responsible for, not many. And it is true that some
parts of that field may be rocky, and some parts may
have blackberries, and different areas need different
consideration, but there is only one sower and one
field. That one sower also has only one Lord, and one
faith, and one source of life he or she can look to. If
the harvest is to be a success then the same values, the
same care, the same steady labor and attention must be
given to that one field, no matter what part of it we
are working, and if we do that, we are bound to end up
in eternal thanksgiving to Christ. For we are to master
our own field, but He is the Lord of the harvest.