In his letter to the Galatians, St. Paul writes a little
more about his own conversion and life, as he wants to
defend his teaching about the freedom of Christians from
the Law of Moses and the approach he has taken towards
gentiles. The Gospel of Christ is for all people, and
the Good News is to be preached to all, to whoever will
accept its truth. It is not so clear why he is defending
himself. He talks about his great zeal for God and for
all that Judaism stood for. We know he was a
well-educated man, having been schooled in his home town
of Tarsus, now Turkey, but likely receiving even more
religious instruction when he moved to Israel.
St. Paul says that he persecuted the Church
of God to an extraordinary degree and tried to destroy
it. We don't know exactly how he persecuted the Church,
or what he did to try and destroy it. In Luke's Acts of
the Apostles when they stone Stephen, the first martyr,
Paul is standing by guarding the coats of those throwing
the stones. And then we read that Paul went to house
after house dragging people out to have them thrown into
prison, but that's all we know about Paul the
Persecutor. Yet he uses his own anti-Christian
background as a proof that his mission to the Gentiles
is not something that he had decided to do on his own,
just as his conversion to belief in Christ was not his
own decision. He believed in the Lord Who was shown to
him by God the Father. He saw Jesus revealed to him, and
St. Paul writes that revelation was a great act of love
which God bestowed upon him. But it also had another
purpose. It came with a vocation: Paul was to be an
apostle to the Gentiles.
As you know, this
idea that God now desired to call the Gentiles to a
faith in Jesus Christ was extremely hard for many of the
Jewish Christians to accept, and that is understandable.
From Abraham and Moses, from the law and the prophets,
the covenant God made was with Israel, not any other
people. The Jews were the only people who worshipped the
one, true God. They were the only people who kept the
Law of Moses, a law handed down to them from Mt. Sinai.
How can it be that now the God of their fathers is
allowing, even encouraging and inviting, everyone into
His house? How can that be? And even if that was what
was happening, how can they be allowed into the house of
faith without keeping the Law of Moses? Unthinkable!
But, even though it would have also been
unthinkable for Paul, the Persecutor, it is now the main
effort and work for Paul the Apostle. So why is St. Paul
defending himself here? Obviously, it's about this work
among the Gentiles, and since he mentions the Church in
Jerusalem, it probably has some relevance. His critics
may have accused him of being too dependent on the
Church in Jerusalem. Or, they may have accused him of
not being dependent on Jerusalem. We don't know. But
what we do know is that Paul tells us the revelation he
received was directly from God. The vocation as apostle
and even evangelist was given to him by Christ, who Paul
had seen as risen from the dead.
So why do
we, here today, believe? First of all we must have the
gift of Faith from God, for no one can believe without
the gift of grace. After that we may believe, most of us
here, because our parents handed to us the Faith of the
Church. But even then, what they taught us is traced all
the way back to St. Paul and the other Apostles. What
they saw, what they heard, what they were told and
taught was what they handed down to us in the Church. We
believe because we have chosen to accept the gift of
faith, and what we believe is what the Church teaches to
us as the truth handed down by the Apostles. Not, as St.
Paul says, a Gospel made up by human beings, but a
Gospel that comes from the Lord.
There were
agitators, critics, skeptics, dissidents, and
half-baked, insincere people in the Church in those
days, as we find in Paul's letters, and there are the
same kind of people in the Church today as well. That
should not surprise us, nor should we think we could
never become one of their number. If we are distracted,
lazy, careless, indifferent, or if we put faith in
people instead of Christ, or it can even happen that we
choose to do some wrong thing, then we may find
ourselves among the semi-faithful or even outside of the
Church itself. It's no accident we hear the words,
"Wisdom! Be attentive!" during the Liturgy. We should
pay as much attention to our faith as we do to our life,
because it is only through and with that faith that we
can live the fullest of lives, here, and hereafter. Let
the critics, the cynics, the self-enlightened, the
complainers, and the unbelievers have their say. May our
answer always be the same: "I believe."