One thing that I get to hear about—a lot—in
my job is what moves people, what gets thin attention,
their focus, the items that pull them out of the
ordinary, everyday routines and patters and put them in
a place where this thing or this person now occupies a
lot my thought and deliberation, and very often my
emotions as well. What are the things that move people,
that get them going into some new thought, or new
action, or even the same thoughts or actions but in a
more forceful way. What moves you? What gets you going,
what grabs your attention and pushes itself into a
priority position in the way you give your life? Who
moves you, what things get you going?
Some events or situations are longer lasting and so even
though they move us we may not feel them as dramatically
and acutely as situations that are shorter lasting. When
you first see your new child, born or adopted, there is
that great sense of mysterious attachment that you now
have to care for and raise this child. It's very moving
and it stays for a while, but it doesn't last in that
same kind of way as time goes on. Your child still moves
you, motivates you by his/her needs, has your attention
and care and is an indispensible part of your thoughts
and actions every day LONG TERM your child, in the short
term, can move you to joy. And your child can move you
to
not the joy. Those are the shorter term types of
things that can move us. And eventually we start to look
forward to the day when that child will move-out-forever
and ever. Amen.
Can you think of a person, or an event or a situation
that really and truly moved you last week? A person, or
some thing that you gave some serious thought or
attention to, something or someone that focused on, even
if it didn't last very long. Now, was that person or
situation, did it involve something good and pleasant
for you, or something difficult or even bad? My guess
would be that for most of you it would be a negative.
You were moved by a person or an event, and it was not a
positive thing.
St. Paul was a man who experienced a lot of negative
people and experiences as he went about. We hear about
them in some of his letters. People betray him, desert
him, mock him, oppose him and work against him, not to
mention the people who want to kill him. He's been
whipped and flogged, jailed, beaten, shipwrecked a
couple of times, gone hungry and thirsty many times and
more. And when we hear what he tells the Corinthians
today it's a rather harsh description of his life,
because his life is harsh. Paul writes: "We are
afflicted in every way but not crushed; perplexed, but
not driven to despair; persecuted but not forsaken;
struck down but not destroyed; always carrying in the
body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may
also be manifested in our bodies." Even in his physical
appearance, because of all he had been through, St. Paul
admits in several places that he knows he looks like
hell, like along, old piece of road. And sometimes that
even put people off. Look on TV—the preachers that
most often have huge congregations are the preachers
wearing $1,000 suits, $600 shoes, hair cut every week so
every hair is perfectly in place—not like that guy
who hangs around at the Safeway bottle return center.
(St. Paul probably looked closer to the bottle-return
guy.)
But I remember reading something one commentator wrote
about St. Paul. "We are used to thinking of glory as a
passing thing, short-lived, can't last for long, but
troubles and afflictions are the things that last. St.
Paul reverses that.
He says that in comparison to true and real glory,
troubles are short-lived. We tend to think of
afflictions and problems as things that are heavy and
weighs us down, not glory. Paul reverses that too." He
says in 2 Cor. v. 16 & 17, "We are not discouraged even
though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is
being renewed day by day. For this momentary light
weight of our tribulation is producing an exceeding
eternal weight of glory for us, who are not looking to
what is seen but to what is unseen, because what is seen
is temporary and what is unseen is eternal."
So what is it that moves St. Paul? Nothing more, nothing
less than Jesus Christ. His faith in Jesus is so deeply
embedded into the very fabric of his life that he wakes
up every morning to know, love and serve God in all that
he says, thinks or does. It has altered and changed the
way he sees his life in this world so much that he does
not put anything above that faithful response to the
Lord. He says that even though his body is wearing down
dramatically, he himself is being more and more renewed
every day. Yes, he is still a sinner, not perfect by any
means. But whenever he goes he is able to witness to the
saving love of Christ by word and deed, and people are
converted by the power of his testimony. Nothing moves
him more than Jesus Christ. So I ask myself, "Do I want
a faith like that? Can't I just get by as a
card-carrying Catholic? It's attractive, but it's also
kind of frightening to lose so much of the control I
think I have over my life and to invest it more deeply
into faith in the Lord. Do I even want a faith that
strong?"
Even the patroness of our patroness of our parish tells
us what moves her, for she said, "my soul magnifies the
Lord and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior, for He who
is mighty has done great things for me and holy is his
name? So I leave you with my same though—Do you
want a faith that is so firm that everything you are,
and you do is based on your faith in Christ—even
in times of trouble, even in times of peace? May the
Lord Himself help us to see and embrace all that is
truly for our life and our salvation.