This past week I was thinking about two different ways
of living, two different ways of seeing life. There are
people who live life with a short-term view, not looking
too far down the road, not trying to reach a goal that
seems far off, not having some kind of long-term
strategy but moving along though life more or less
taking things as they come along.
These last few weeks, it has become clear to me that Sr.
Mary Magdalene is failing, and unless a miracle happens,
she is not long for this world. I don't know a great
deal about her life and I'm sure I have forgotten some
of the things she told me. She was born on the prairies
of Canada and raised in the Russian Orthodox Church. As
a young adult, she became Catholic and entered the
religious order of the Sisters Adorers of the Precious
Blood in Ontario. There she spent a good portion of her
day in prayer. She did that for many years until she met
up with Sister Mary Diana to try and form a slightly
different style of monastic life that included more
prayer and more time alone, apart from the hustle and
bustle of a monastery. They eventually were able to set
up their own little monastery in La Pine, Oregon, where
they spent over 20 years following their own monastic
rule based on their experiences and the knowledge they
had received from their previous religious orders. So I
think of Sister Magdalene's life as one-half of the
Hermit Sisters, all those years in Central Oregon. I
think of her driving the tractor, chopping the wood,
shoveling the snow, fixing what needed fixing and taking
on many new challenges that never would have come her
way back in the old monastery in Canada. She created
beautiful religious cards, with scripture verses as text
and excellent calligraphy that she learned in her former
convent. These were sold to help support themselves. And
there was the bread baking where the two of them
produced dozens of loaves to be sold to the public as a
source of income. And she was the same nun who planned
and oversaw the installation of a new septic tank.
How very, very different her life has been from ours in
many ways. All those years in La Pine with no
television, no phone, no microwave, no central heating,
no internet access, no computer, not even a washing
machine or a dryer or an iPod. No movies, no dining out,
and although she did make a few trips to see her
brother, there were no vacations. Now, nearing the end
of her days, she has no living blood relatives, and of
course no children or grandchildren to surround her
bedside. In the monastery, there were no big family
gatherings at Thanksgiving, or Christmas, or Easter, no
attendance at family events. In fact often not even a
great deal of news about what was happening in the world
at all. So her life was very different from the lives
that most of us live. In fact, it may be difficult for
us to even have a decent grasp of this kind of life,
because we are so immersed in the world and family life,
and we have a lot of stuff, and it may be tough for us
to visualize a life that is so very different in style
and focus. But I want to say that I think Sr. Mary
Magdalene lived her life, and still lives her life, with
a long-term goal in mind. She wants to live in union
with God, the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. She wants to
love God, and to love His people. She wants an
everlasting home where there are no tears, mourning or
septic tanks. She had long-term goals and she lived her
life by them, and now it seems her long-term goals have
become short term goals by necessity.
We cannot closely imitate her life or the life of Sister
Mary Diana, because that's not our vocation. But we can
be inspired by her example of love and dedication
because we have surely been uplifted by her prayers
many, many times. We have to deal with many people and
situations, dangers and distresses living in the world
in the way that we do. It's
very tempting, I think, to have a short-term view of
life, one that only extends to today and tomorrow, and
maybe reaches out only 20 or 40 years beyond that.
Short-term views can lock us into a way of thinking and
living that only values what we have while we're still
breathing. Only a long-term view can put us on the road
to eternal love, everlasting peace, our genuine and true
home. St. Paul says today that God has "brought us to
life together with Christ . . . and raised us up
together, and seated us together in heaven with Christ
Jesus that he might show in the ages to come the
overflowing riches of His grace in kindness toward us in
Christ Jesus."
Now, everybody likes nuns! You could see that clearly
while Sister was in the hospital and nursing home.
Everybody likes nuns, but surely not everyone
understands their vocation. One of the beauties of
monastic life is to be a witness to God's love and this
gift of eternal life for those who are faithful, for
those who live in the midst of the world. Nuns such as
we love, they sacrifice, in part, so that we can see by
their example the beauty of a long-term view of life
which is supported by God, nourished by prayer and
headed for glory. They serve as witnesses to the kingdom
of God, lest we be tempted to live according to the
goods and evils of a passing world. I think of the
Parable of Lazarus and the Rich Man, and God forbid,
that we should end up in flames, and ask Father Abraham
to help us. And Father Abraham would say, "I sent you
two nuns. Why didn't you learn from them?"
Dear Friends, we are always tempted to see our
short-term goals of life as longer-term goals, but not
goals that last forever. We're tempted to think and act
for right now rather than for eternity. We feel the
pressure to live in such a way that when we leave this
life our obituary will be filled with a long list of our
accomplishments and loving tributes from family and
friends. But I think when Sister Magdalene's time comes
her obituary could be written using the words of another
nun: "She did something beautiful for God." And that's a
truth we can meditate on for the rest of our lives.