I was thinking about today's Gospel this past week and
one day, suddenly a word kind of popped into my head. It
is not surprising that things can just pop into my head.
There's plenty of room up there. But the word that came
to me was "surrender." Funny how that works. Why
"surrender" and what does that mean? So I let that
thought roll around in my head for a while. It's kind of
like a marble spinning in a clothes dryer. Then it
became clearer.
The idea of surrender is a way to describe what we do
for a decent portion of our living days. We have our
habits, routines, duties, obligations, necessities for
life and patterns that form our days. These are the
things we do and the way we act after we get out of bed,
or when we go to work or school, or shopping or to
church. It can be about the way we cook, the foods we
eat, what we do at our jobs or even that we go to work
five days a week. It can be about how we spend our
evenings, or how we raise our children, or about what we
do on the internet. There are many areas of our life
that are largely governed by our habits or following our
sense of duty. And, as a rule, we surrender to these
patterns and habits most of the time. That's not a bad
thing. Indeed it can be very helpful. Imagine every day,
thinking about whether or not you should go to work.
"Hmmmm, if I go I will get paid and that's a good thing,
but I just do not feel like going today. I went the last
two days and it was pretty boring. But we probably need
the money." Imagine that mental conversation every day;
Monday through Friday, 50 weeks of the year! Every night
you and your spouse deciding what sides of the bed you
want to sleep on. It could get tedious. So we surrender
to a good number of our habits and patterns and that can
be a very helpful thing, allowing our lives to run more
smoothly and efficiently. Surrendering to them actually
can give us some freedom from having to sit and decide
about every little aspect of our living. If we had to
make all those choices about every single element in our
lives, over and over again every day, "choice" would
soon become a very negative word.
Here then, "choice" is the opposite of "surrender." And
I propose to you that the people in today's Gospel who
are bound for hell are the people who had too much
"surrender" in their lives. We often think of the
hell-bound as people who do very bad things, and of
course we are correct about that. But here the Lord
surprises us with a very different outlook. The people
who are going to hell are also the people who did not
choose. They did not step out of their daily patterns
and ways of thinking and acting. They did not look past
their somewhat comfortable surrender to the life they
had grown accustomed to in order to choose to help
people in need of their time, their money, their help,
their comfort, their prayers, their assistance. They did
not choose to help those in need. They preferred their
comfort and routine. Because helping the hungry, the
thirsty, the sick, those in prison, those without decent
clothes—these things are not part of our regular
daily habits and patterns. They are not part of our
routines. They are not about the patterns of our regular
round of activities. We have to choose to see the needs
and we have to choose to do something about them. Those
who know how to choose wisely are those who can look
past the comfort of the regular surrenders and see
something greater and more important that they need to
take care of. They are heaven-bound, not because they
necessarily see all the time a reward for their labors
and help, but because when they follow the commands of
the Lord to love their neighbor both in word and in
deed, they are in fact serving Him.
How are we helped to see what we should choose, and how
we should choose it? We grow in our awareness and in our
ability to make those good kinds of choices, ironically,
by our surrender. But it's not the surrender to habits
and patterns that we have made, but rather a greater
surrender of ourselves to Christ our Lord. Our
willingness to read and to hear His words, our
willingness to choose to spend more and better time with
Him, our willingness to worship Him, to follow Him, to
better conform our lives to His truth, these things lead
us to better recognize how we ought to see, and what we
ought to do in order to serve Him and to serve Him in
our neighbor. There is nothing necessarily wrong with
surrendering to our good daily habits and routines
unless they are keeping us
from surrendering ourselves more completely to Christ.
Lent is a season given to help us shake it up a little
bit, or even shake it up a lot. The same routines
produce the same results. The same ways of thinking
produce the same ways of acting. The same viewpoints and
observations will produce nothing new or better for our
own lives or anyone else's life. The same kinds of
surrender will keep us in the same situation, not a
better place.
The change we need will probably not drop into our lives
on its own. It will come, more and more, if we choose
and surrender ourselves to Jesus. Then, like the
heaven-bound in the Gospel, we set our sights more
intensely on what He has asked us to do, how He has
asked us to believe, and Who He has asked us to love,
and how He has asked us to love them. (Choice)
In our times much of the culture believes that the
primary job of the Church and for Christians is to help
the poor, and this Gospel today would seem to support
that. But of course this is not true. The primary goal
of Christians is to love and to serve our Lord, and to
do that even by loving and
serving our neighbor.
The season for choices is coming upon us once again.
Let's not surrender to the sadness of our status quo,
but set our minds aright toward the glory of God.