Today Jesus rides into Jerusalem to the shouts and cries
of a cheering, enthusiastic crowd. The Lord’s disciples
must have been overwhelmed with joy. By Friday the
crowds are crying, “Crucify Him! Crucify Him!” and the
disciples run away and hide in fear for their lives.
That’s a lot of change in five days’ time. A lot of
change.
We’ve experienced a lot of change recently as well,
changes that have disrupted our daily lives and altered
the way we do many things. I asked someone last week how
she was, and she answered, “I’m irritable.” I understood
her honest answer. Life has changed. But, dear friends,
this is a great opportunity for us to change. Now that
the shell of normal life has been stripped away what do
we find underneath? When everything is normal and fits
in with my basic comfort, I often don’t feel the need to
do any better. A lot of that comfort is gone. So, let’s
see how we want to live now.
“Normal life” means that everything will be, pretty
much, the same tomorrow, next week and next month. But
there is no guarantee to that. There never was a
guarantee to that. Yet it comforted us to live as though
it was true. Now, when we see it is not true, can we
live more for today, this day, the day the Lord has
given to us? We are so often tempted to think we have
plenty of time, so we don’t need to focus too much on
today. But this is the day the Lord has given us. Our
lives are in His hands, not our own, no matter how much
hand sanitizer we use. Therefore, even when we are using
hand sanitizer, let us thank Him for today, and do our
best to truly live in today. Let’s not put our days on
pause in the hope of returning to normal at some time in
the future. We have no idea what the future might be,
and we never did…obviously! Instead, let us focus on
what we are doing and how we are living today, but only,
only, only put our hope in Jesus Christ. He is the only
future we can trust in without fear of failing.
Now that normal is gone it can give us a different
perspective on how we are living as Christians. Usually
we do not say the Prayer of St. Ephrem during Holy Week,
but this year I will continue praying it until Friday.
“O Lord and Master of my life, keep from me the spirit
of indifference and discouragement, lust of power and
idle chatter.” Lord and Master of my life? Maybe not so
much as He should be, right? Discouragement: because my
life isn’t the way I want it to be, I settle back into
moodiness, sadness and even anger. We may get down, it’s
true, but let it turn us to the Lord and not back into
our self-focused thoughts. Lust of power: the attempt to
run my life according to my own will rather than living
according to God’s will. And what is God’s will for me
today?
Idle chatter: Let’s talk internet! Instead of spending
more and better time with the Lord and my family,
instead of enriching my soul with uplifting prayer,
reading, video and radio, have I allowed virus chit-chat
from the internet and news media to become a large part
of my day? We’re supposed to be the people who have Good
News, the Gospel, but how do we live in that if are
filling large parts of our day with bad news? Yes, we do
need some information, but I think you know what I am
talking about. Idle chatter. I pray the virus never
physically enters your homes, but I beg you not to
spiritually invite it in as a houseguest.
“Instead grant to me Your servant, the spirit of
wholeness of being, humble-mindedness, patience and
love.” To be a whole, complete and holy person—this is
our vocation. To be humble minded before the Lord our
God is the mark of wisdom, and those who truly trust in
the Lord find themselves able to be humble with other
people. I can be humble with other people because I do
not need to have power over them. Patience. It’s hard to
be patient many times because things are not going the
way I want, people are not acting the way I want, my
life is not moving the way I want, and right now I’m not
getting what I want, and how long am I going to have to
wait for that to happen? And this is how we become
slaves to what we want, and we make ourselves victims of
our own desires. Patience allows us to be at peace even,
even, even when we are not getting what we want. Let us
ask the Lord for more of it, please. Let us only lack
patience for our impatience.
Love: desiring, acting and praying for the good of other
people, even if we live with them. Not always easy to
do, but always good to do, always right to do. And this
week let us do our best to open our hearts to the love
of Jesus Christ, so that seeing His deep care of us, we
may, in return, love Him more and better, He Who died
for you.
“O Lord and King, grant me the grace to be aware of my
sins, and not to judge my brother, for You are holy,
always now and ever and forever. Amen.” This prayer of
St. Ephrem this week can be a great source for keeping
ourselves on track these coming days.
Dear friends, this is a great week for us. In fact, it’s
called “Holy and Great Week.” Let us do our best to live
in it to the fullest.