When we sing vespers on the feast of the Nativity of the
Mother of God we find the idea, mentioned more than once
in the services, that Mary of Nazareth was chosen from
the beginning of creation to be the Mother of our Lord,
Jesus Christ. This was part of God’s plan for our
salvation, and it was God’s plan for Mary, and she
accepted that plan for her without question. Why this
young woman from a family of modest means and a town of
no importance? God had a plan that is beyond our
understanding, beyond the understanding even of Mary.
But she was totally willing to accept that plan for her,
however God desired.
Our parish, first as a mission and then a regular
parish, has been in this area actually for a little over
40 years. Somebody asked me about how many sacraments
have been celebrated in our church these past decades,
so I looked it up. Roughly about 245 baptisms, 116
chrismations apart from baptism, 60 marriages and 14
confessions. But why are we here? If you were mostly of
Ukrainian background that would explain it. Years ago we
did have many more Ukrainians, so that made sense, but
not many today. So why are we here? We are not in a huge
metropolitan area. We’re in a state where even the total
Catholic population is very small. Apart from that we
have faced a number of very difficult times in our past.
The most difficult of all happened before this church
was built, when we belonged to the newly formed
Ruthenian Byzantine Catholic Eparchy of Van Nuys,
California (which is now the Eparchy of Phoenix, AZ)
The first bishop of that tiny eparchy wanted to buy a
very expensive building that reflected the importance of
his status and his person, to serve as a chancery
office. To do that, he went raiding his parishes for
cash. One day I received a notice from this bishop that
I was to appear before him on a certain date and that if
I failed to do so he would suspend me. Because of what
was happening to some other churches I was sure that I
knew what this meant for us. The next day I called
Bishop Innocent of the Ukrainian Catholic Eparchy of
Chicago and asked if I could see him, and he
agreed…never even asking why I wanted to talk with him.
The day after that, armed with facts and figures, I left
for Chicago. I explained to this prayerful and kindly
bishop what I believed was going to happen to our
parish. Since we had a good number of Ukrainians in our
membership, would he please take us into his eparchy. He
agreed.
The day came for me to appear in Van Nuys, and, as
expected, that bishop told me he was going to close our
parish, take our savings and sell the property. As he
later put in writing, “Nativity church is in a poor,
rural area and has no future.” I said nothing at that
meeting with him. A few days later Bishop Innocent
called him to see about a transfer of the parish into
his eparchy.. Our own bishop was not going to let the
cash slip out of his hands, and Bishop Innocent was not
willing to allow our people and our parish to be shut
down. The struggle between bishops and eparchies lasted
over one and a half years, and finally Rome decided that
the Bishop of Van Nuys was required to turn the parish
over to Chicago, without seizing any of our assets. And
here we are. Why? God has a plan for this parish, and
we, and so many wonderful, faithful, dedicated people
who have gone before us, we continue to try our best to
follow the Lord’s plan as we see it. As I was looking
over the sacramental records and counting them up I was
reminded once again of the great faith, generosity, and
dedication of so many people, which continues on until
today.
There are other Catholic parishes here, much, much
larger, more money, more facilities, many, many more
people, operating more efficiently per capita than we
possibly can. Why are we here? Even counting in the
faithfulness of the parishioners, it is still truly
beyond my understanding why we are here except for the
thought that God has a plan for us. Will this parish
always be here? I don’t know. But right now, today, God
has a plan for us and if we are open to His calling we
can fulfill that plan, which involves me and every one
of you.
He had a plan for the Mother of God, He had, and He has
a plan for this parish dedicated to the Mother of God,
and, so very importantly, He also has a plan for each
one of us. We are not just a part of the crowd of
humanity. We are, each of us, just as important to the
Lord as Mary, although we are unworthy. And, just as He
did for her, just as He has done for this parish, He has
a plan for each of us because He loves us all despite
our faults and failings. Our job and our blessing, is to
continually try to do our best to be open to His will
for us, as we say in the Lord’s Prayer, “Thy kingdom
come, Thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven.”
I saw a TV program on the History Channel yesterday,
about St. Ignatius of Antioch who wrote seven letters to
Christian churches as he traveled in chains from Antioch
to Rome to be killed by lions in the Colosseum, in the
year 108. The commentators stressed that Ignatius would
not allow members of the Church to try and free him,
because He said that his coming martyrdom was a part of
God’s will for him, and he would not turn away from it.
It was God’s plan that he should be killed in the
Colosseum? This is not a plan that I would be
enthusiastic to endorse if I were him. And yet Ignatius
wrote: “I seek Him Who died for us; I desire Him Who
rose for our salvation... In me, my desire has been
nailed to the cross, and no flame of material longing is
left. Only the living water speaks within me, saying,
‘Hurry to the Father.’”
God’s plan for us will give us the best possible life
that we can have and lead us into life eternal. Our
natural desire is to think that our own plans are the
best. And yet how many times have our own plans failed
to produce good for us and for others. Granted, it is
not always easy to know God’s will for us. He is
probably not asking us to be martyrs like Ignatius, but
certainly to be martyrs, witnesses, in other ways. If we
ask Him, daily, to let us know what we should do, to
guide us in our ways, to help us be faithful, and not
pretend we always know what is best for us, we will not
end up with the easiest of lives, but we will end up
with the best of lives.
We are most important to the Lord. He desires only what
is good for us. Let us think about this loving care and
place ourselves under His protection. Help us O Lord, to
do as You wish us to do, and live as you desire. Thy
kingdom come, Thy will be done, on earth as it is in
heaven.